Thursday, April 26, 2012


each beat of this song reminds me of your smile,
each note of this melody reminds me of your voice,
each word of this chorus reminds me of us,
i want to be reminded
you fill my thoughts 
and im happy to have you there
sing to me these words
truly feel them in your heart
let me be the one you love
let me be the one who gives your life a song
i hope i fill your thoughts
and i hope your happy im there
each beat of my heart reminds me of your touch
each chill in my veins reminds me of your love
each hope in this life reminds me of us
i want to be reminded.




be strong and bold in love. 
emma

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

take a little break for happiness :)

:). just being able to put a smiley makes my day that much better. I get caught up in deep thought and always trying to have the right answer and right solution that I worry myself sick. I always try to fix everything and be focused on helping others. I sometimes over do that. I sometimes take things too personally. I, then, spend hours trying to figure out what's wrong with me or what I couldve done better in that situation. Then God blesses me with days like today. A day to be happy. A day to not think so deep and not worry about every word I say and every move I make. He gives me a day to be goofy. He allows a song to make me smile. He plants people in my day that make my feel at home again. Today, he gave me a good morning. He gave me great friends. He gave me light, amazing conversations. He allowed me to find true happiness in just spending time with people I care about. He gave me laughter and a genuine smile today :). And it made me happy. He gave me a happiness that wasn't based on a single person or a single thing. I love that. Inside jokes, car sing-a-longs, and bonding time. The little things mean the most. Today, take a moment to be free, Take a moment to have fun. Take a moment to enjoy life and not try to figure it out. :) Today, I am just happy and I love that I have no reason or explanation for it. :)

Sunday, January 29, 2012

be someone worth having

Stop. Stop chasing everything. You're missing it. You're running right past your life. People will come and go in life. Your heart will break and be made new again. Life is a continuation of inconsistencies. Ironic, but true. We spend seconds chasing minutes. minutes chasing hours. hours chasing days. But we fail to be thankful for the seconds. The things that allowed the minutes, hours, the days. In reality, the seconds are the most important thing. However, we focus on the days because they are bigger and badder. We tend to do that with the people in our life. The seconds are the people who have always been there for us. They are the people who care the most and the people we continue to take for granted. Those seconds, those people, made us who we are today. They allowed us to find minutes, hours. Without them we can't ever experience a day. So why are we acting like they have to be there? Why are we plugging them into every equation but never being thankful for their presence? We are chasing people who don't know us. People who don't care about us. Not at that level. Today,  and every other day, appreciate the people in your life. Appreciate the seconds. Because they not only love and care for you, but they want you in their lives. That is the most satisfying thing to me. To have someone want your care, your love, your friendship. Can't we see that? Not only is it important to appreciate your friends, the ones you chose. But it is so important to be grateful for the ones that chose you. Everyone wants to be wanted. Everyone wants to care about others and be cared for. So never take for granted the seconds. They make the minutes, the hours, the days. They make the part of you that you can't find on your own. They take care of your heart when the days can't. Be aware of that. Be strong and bold in love.
emma.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

always remember....

You will hopefully soon realize that I love quotes and often my blogs will be based off a quote that has helped me through something. Today I want to focus on the saying , "people will never remember what you say or what you do. But they will always remember how you made them feel." We all read that and nod our heads in agreement. Then we never think of that again. That's the problem. We only focus on that when someone hurts us. When their actions hurt us and it's not ohk. It makes us vulnerable to react and to fall to the world's temptation of revenge. We naturally, and  sinfully, want others to hurt when we do. Not on purpose, but it happens. Our guard is up and we lose patience. We want the pain gone and are willing to stop at nothing to get rid of it. In life we have to be bigger than our actions and stronger than our weaknesses. When life sets up the perfect opportunity to give us temporary happiness or relief we jump on it. Even when it hurts people. Even when it could leave someone broken. And the sad part is we try to justify that by saying, "well they hurt me!" In life, we need to grow up. We need to realize when people hurt us, it is unexplainable how we break, how we back down. If we hurt so much in that moment, why in the world would we allow ourselves to be the reason for someone to feel that? Why in the world would that five minutes of happiness ever be worth someone being broken? It's not. And when years pass, actions won't be remembered word for word but that feeling will linger in our hearts. In their hearts. In hearts that might still be broken. So watch what you say and do, but watch your heart as well. Watch your anger and your pain because when we can't control it, it controls us. It gets out and damages. We need to be mature and even though we think some people deserve it, it is never worth it. It will never be ohk. 1 Thessalonians 5:15 says, "Make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong, but always strive to do what is good for each other and for everyone else." Holding anger, hurt, and pain only takes away our abilities to love. Be strong and bold in love.
emma